I feel like I maybe going through some sort of mid life crises super early. Maybe it is something that all 30 something year olds go through. I have been thinking really hard about what I want to do with my life and where I want it to be. I guess maybe because I found the man of my dreams that I want to make more dreams come true? Maybe it's because I realized I have wasted enough time doing things for everyone else but myself. Maybe I don't want to wake up feeling like what I wanted to do in my life has slipped away. I am fully aware of the old adage "it's never too late" but sometimes I just feel like if I do not act on it now IT WILL BE TOO LATE. I am slowly working towards my goals and I am not going to tell them now because every time I say it to people I feel it never goes through. Where has all this come from? Well I was looking through previous post from a few years ago and I thought to myself WHERE HAS THIS GIRL GONE? She was filled with so much hope, happiness, joy for everything she does. Not that I am not happy I am and I feel selfish sometimes to even be thinking there could be more but with my career THERE COULD BE MORE! I know I am smart and I know, I know my shit I just have to put it all together and stop being so damn lazy! Hopefully in the next 6 months you will see changes on here and in my life. Ok sorry to bore you here is the real reason you came here
This OOTD is still very much in style 6 years later! How crazy.