im not crying for you . . . im crying for me

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 My fave pair of vintage boots



Dear Love Bugs,
I love these boots! I was gifted these years ago by one of my darling dear friends that is no longer with us unfortunately. Every time I wear them I think of her and it still makes me sad but also I am glad I will always have a piece of her with me. I don't usually like to wear them because I don't want to ruin them but the weather has been so nice so I can wear them with out worrying they will be ruined by the snow. My friend Zarie (the one I am talking about) well she loved sequence she just went nuts for it. Well we both did I suppose our obsession with Sequin and hats are something we share. So, the day I heard she died I had purchased this little sequence jacket yes it is white and your not suppose to wear white when someone dies but for some reason it made me feel like I was celebrating her life and not her death. Although I think I cried for 2 months straight and sometimes I still miss her no matter how hard I tried to celebrate life instead of death. I don't sometimes miss her I always miss her. There is so much she taught me so much I would not have known if it wasn't for her.The worst part of this all is when I go to grab the phone to call her only to realize I can't. There is this Tobey Keith song called Crying for Me. . . It is about his friend that died and I swear it is exactly how I feel. If your ever in the mood to cry your eyes out listen to it IT DOES THE JOB WONDERFULLY!

 OK ENOUGH OF THIS DEPRESSING STUFF! but here is what I wore the jacket is the one I purchased the day she died. Here is what I wore to work:
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Jacket & Top (charlotte russe), Leggings (milkyway), Necklaces & Ring (zoya)
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So, I know I have been MIA but school is ending. . . and well it consumes my life! I will be back in action this week I PROMISE! 

kisses

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